Expectation sucks. Big time.

8:08pm

Listening to Each Tear by Mary Blige feat Jay Sean (cool song)

After a week of walking, processing papers, body meetings, nominations, assignments, frustrations, headaches, laughter and several hugs, I came to realize that much much more still needs to be done.

I just realized some things:

1. People do have fake faces that they display by default. Of course, you don't know when the real thing shows up.

2. At the end of every day, I do get stressed and get all grumpy like an old man.

3. Some people get greedy and just won't share their notes. Talk about a single formula that I wasn't able to copy. It's not an assignment dear, so don't despair. Next time, I know better. What's more disheartening, I just talked to that person the day before, and showed my assignment in Math 174.

4. Because of no.3, you just can't expect too much. Expectation sucks. Big time.

5. I have to save money. I will be working at a rate of 30 per hour, so I can't just waste money on needless things.

6. I am missing someone. Someones actually. More likely a group. But right now, I think it's a tad impossible.

I ought to smile all the way home. I just found myself an online copy of Actuarial Mathematics by Bowers et al. AMAT 171, I'm ready more than ever.