Inability

12:18am

Freezing cold here in Baguio

But so much for cold feet. They're probably the least of my worries at this point.

INABILITY. Yes, that's what's bugging my mind for a few minutes now. I have to decide on so many things for the moment. The thing is, I have to wake up for a program at around 7 in the morning, and that's going to happen in a few hours.

Have I done too much wrong in my life? The answer just came about a few hours ago.

"Oo naman, kahit ano namang gawin mo may hindi sasangayon di ba?"

"Whatever you do, you can't please everyone, right?"

Just a list of the things I should do before the second semester starts asap.

1. Finish my unfinished SA work.

I have been an irresponsible SA indeed. I have left for Baguio with a lot of encoding to do.

2. Fix my heart.

Move on, get over things, stop messing around with people, quit playing games, throw false hopes. Yes, they all equate to one thing. I should be getting a head start. The mid-year break should grant me the opportunity. And yes dear, I'm going to grab it.

3. Get good relationships.

Lately, I have made a few new acquaintances, and it hurts me when I my other friends for granted. Am I really a good friend? Or am I just there when the good times get going? I can't seem to see (specifically) where I have done something wrong, so maybe you can tell me exactly where.

4. Minimize hurt.

Yes, myself included. I want to be happy, though I'm sure to hurt many people. Sheesh. I really don't know.

So sorry for the long post. I kinda missed my blog. We have a lot of coping up to do.