Because I Got Jealous

9:51 am

Because I got jealous, I also tried a link from Ana's blog.

I got this.

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

I think so too.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Yes, my taste is very exotic. Haha. Though I don't know about the serious people stuff. I usually go for loud and funny people in a relationship.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

I can't comment on this matter. I really wish I could.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

What?? I know, I tend to get multiple crushes. But that ends there.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

I don't even know my views on education. Or at least, I haven't thought much about it.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

Plus, I tend to overwork myself.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

No I don't. I'm not afraid of failure. I do like challenges.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

*laughs* I don't need to be accepted by everyone, that would have been too much. I'm contented with my current circle of friends, but would feel very blessed to have some more.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

I guess I really am. i reckon most of us experienced the need to have others by our side. That's where I release most of my unstored energy - in finding friends.

Friday!

9:27am

at UPLB Main Library

Time reaally flies. Last week I just had a very very very untimely fever. Good for me for it only lasted a day.

I just had a weird dream. I saw myself at home, relaxing. The atmosphere was there, really there.

And then I woke up.

Back to reality. I had opted not to go home this weekend at Las Pinas. I had so much stuff on my to-do list.

• A powerpoint presentation due by Monday
• Readings on Rizal (PI 100)
• Catching up on the world of Operations Research (I really am left behind..)
• REST

I used to say to myself from time to time, "Hey kiddo, catch some sleep. Hindi ka naman robot eh. Baka bumigay ka niyan." Of course I don't really use the hey kiddo phrase. Just for emphasis. *laughs*

Last night I talked with Ana, and we shared a few sentiments. I was sober then. Our conversation passed through the blog thing. I do believe blogs (in my case, my blog) give the readers and the blogger something intangible, though I'm not certain what that thing is. Peace of mind, perhaps. She then said she started blogging when she was in high school, with a highschool-ey grammar. Once I have the spare time, I'll be reading it. Anyway, you may catch up with her life here.

Back to re-ugh-lity.

Tis for you.

4:07am

After reading some posts

Clear those thoughts. Let's have a new beginning.

A Clean Mash

I'm sorry if I hurt you, if my deeds had gone that bad.

For the words I had wrongly chosen, for the friend you thought you once had.

But don't despair my dear, I had never left your side.

I had been gone only for the nights, and shall return even against the tide.

'Tis with love and despair that we shared each pain.

And remembering it all, makes me want to wait in vain.

For the time to bear with me, to listen to my wish.

I long to hear your laughter, with a smile that's childish.

But if you'll walk away from me, I let you take the path,

That would ease the pain you're feeling. Now let me do the Math:

Let's start by subtracting the memories we once made.

Now what would be left? Nothing under the shade.

And if it's still not enough, let us add another friend.

He'll say he'll laugh with you, until the day goes to an end.

But when the night comes in, tears fall in your eyes,

When he's gone, you then would sigh, "The laughter were just lies."

So please bear with be when I'm mad, or when I'm cyring, or when I'm gone.

Cause I never left your side to replace you for another one.

For a life minus Wich is yet to have a proof

For a moment of me and you we would never be aloof.

And..you're name's on this post: an anagram I hid somewhere.

Single-ness

2:38am

Insomnia strikes back

I just had this thought on single awareness. After that, questions (and questions on those questions) kept on bugging me.

• Are there people who are afraid of being single?
• Why do some people do not like to fall in love?
• Is there such a thing as single but taken?

First, I tried to identify people in this business. Here they are.

PERSONALITY 1: The ever loyal stalker.

• Yeah, he's single.. and he's proud of it.
• He knows her birthday, her mother's birthday, even her boyfriend's birthday.
• Ask him about the last post she had posted on Facebook, and he knows the answer.
• He likes to see her, but at a distance.
• Looking at her already makes his day, even if it's just a printed picture (which he got from her FB account).
• He likes to torture himself, all while falling in love with her.

Quotable quote: Ok nakong tignan siya sa malayo. Masaya nako.

Usual activity: Stalking. Of course. Pfft.

What to do with him: Slap him in the face! "Move on b*tch!" She's not yours anyway.

Adjective: Martyrdom to the nth power (where n is very large).

PERSONALITY 2: The-always-on-the-lookout guy.

• He's also single, but his mind keeps on searching.
• Develops a crush on the class secretary, on the lady at the coffee shop, on the cute instructor. Err, on every girl he actually meets.
• He thinks that he will meet the his destined one in a matter of minutes, so he grabs EVERY opportunity at hand.
• He meets a girl, then after a moment, he'll say to himself, "She's the one!" He'll be doing this again and again. Quite persevering actually.

Quotable quote: Siya na talaga 'tol. Sure nako. (with matching smile)

Usual activity: Looking for chikababes (the right one, as he calls them).

What to do with him: Just ignore him. He won't realize his mistake if women keeps on entertaining him.

Adjective: Flirt? Nah. Desperate, he is.

PERSONALITY 3: The true friend.

• Single too.
• Nothing's pretty much wrong with this guy.
• He's not a flirt. He looks nice.
• ..and he's in love!
• Destiny had done its part:
• They had been stuck in the elevator for 8 hours, slept together at a pajama party (nothing happened), dated with a group.
• All to no avail. Why?
• But he'd rather be friends with the girl.
• AND HE ISN'T GAY! *laughs*

Quotable quote: True friends last forever. (kept on saying that to himself over and over again)

Usual activity: Having moments with her. But no commitment.

What to do with him: Do the move! If she'll be the Filipina that she is, nothing will happen.

Adjective: Coward. Chicken!

PERSONALITY 4: The unrequited lover.

• It's all so clear. She just doesn't love her.
• He'll say, "I love you.. more than you'll ever know."
• Then, she'll have an arsenal of replies under her sleeve.
• "I love you too, but only as a brother.."
• "My heart's just not ready now." (and it might never be)
• *dead silence*
• ..or other stuff that's only clear of one thing.
• He has no chance. Nil. Zero. Boklogs.

Quotable quote: I'll be wait for you. (paawa effect)

Usual activity: Doing everything he can to win her heart.

What to do with him: Ask God to give him the right girl. Men like him are few in this world.

Adjective: Ouch. (is that an adjective?)

I still have more on my mind. But I think, I should be getting some sleep first. Laguna's gonna be my next destination in a couple of hours. Good night!

Few last words: It's fun to be single. It really is.

NetLogo Loco

3:15am

Here at Las Pinas with Ninong by my side (no implications there)

I'm all about NetLogo today! And my Ninong too. We ought to finish this research paper by the weekend. We're laughing as we have started with an abstract. Besides, classes are about to start. Tough luck for me, I have 7am classes from Tuesday to Friday! What can be worse than that.

I really love Programming. *wide grin*

Random Shot

Date: October 31, 2010

Place: Mall of Asia

It's my first date with Lola Rose! I won't forget the pieces of advice, the food and music we shared, the laughter, everything. I love you la!

Chapter 2

1:50pm

While suppressing my Cloud 9 strawberry cravings

And so I'm continuing the three-chapter escapade of mine. You might read Chapter 1 first.

By Friday morning, my high school friends came to UP Los Banos. UP Los Banos. UP Los Banos. That kept on ringing inside my head. How they made up their minds to come to my campus, I don't know. I was hoping for a trip around the urban area, or U-belt, or I don't know.. A mall perhaps.

Well, so much for that. I met them at Robinson's Los Banos, they bought a couple of drinks, chips, and noodles. That's for the long night ahead.

After dropping our things at Chass's place, we toured them around the campus. For the pictures, you can view them at these links links links links.

By nighttime, we went to the foot of Mount Makiling. Night swimming it was.

I hasd fun no doubt about that. We just chatted all night, laughed, shared news, and shared secrets. No outing would be complete without shocking revelations. *laughs*

I'll be posting the third chapter later. Wait! Have you tried Cloud 9 Strawberry? You better try it. Mmmm. Will buy one later.

From the left: Dung, XT, Yap, Chass, Carlo, Phoebe, Prince, Yuichi, Danjo, Deanne

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