Spoiled Kid Alert

4:43pm

Guess what?? Sa more than five tasks na naka-schedule ko this weekend, nakaka-dalawa pa 'lang ako. Haha. I just loved myself yesterday. Nag-SM-Southmall mag-isa. Naglakad-lakad 'lang, and had a GOOOD TIME.

I..

..got my personalized SM Advantage Card. Iba talaga 'yung feeling. May pa-ngiti-ngiti pa ako nung nakuha ko.

..bought my first ever Strawberry syrup.

..a pair of contact lenses! I never had one in the past four years or so. 300 na ang grado ng mata ko. :(

Cram na naman ako mamayang gabi. *fighting spirit*

Random Thoughts

10:11am

I was still unsure if what I did was wrong. I want to make it up to you. Hindi naman sa nagfi-feeling ako, but did I let you down? I don't really know what you're thinking right now. It seems as though you've changed. Oo, busy din naman ako, but that wasn't my true reason.

I was afraid.

Afraid of going back to what I had before. Ayoko din naman talagang umasa. Zero. Nil. It was clear, I even said it to you myself. Natatakot 'lang ako. That was enough.

So frustrating

Note: Offline Blog

January 25, 2011

10:50am

Frustrating Exam

I just finished a long quiz in Stat 101, and I was dissatisfied because of three major reasons. First, I didn't have enough time to review; inuna ko kasi 'yung paper namin sa Math 175 (No regrets though). Next, I wasn't able to sleep well. And lastly, ANG INGAY NI MA'AM. Students taking a twenty-point long exam good for twenty minutes deserves peace. She kept on talking and announcing in front of the microphone. Mi-cro-phone. At dahil nahihirapan akong mag-multitask, inaasahan ko nang babagsak ako sa exam. Boohoo.

Let's get "teched" up.

Note: Offline Blog

January 24, 2011

11:05pm

I just attended a lecture series sponsored by the Research cluster of the Institute of Computer Science (ICS) of UPLB. It was a pity that only about ten people were present in the lecture. Prof. Pabico had so much information to share. I was listening attentively, though a bit shy. Puro kasi ComSci faculty at students ang nandoon.

I have a particular interest in Computer Programming. Even when I was an Actuarial Science Major, I wanted to have a Special Problem (SP) on insurance policies computations with accompanying computer programs. Now that I shifted my major, that thing hasn't changed. I still plan to incorporate minor programming. I dunno if my concept of programming is at a lower lever. Ano naman, at least may passion. *laughs*

Back to Prof. Pabico's lecture. By the way, he was so accomplished in the field of research. Two slides weren't enough to cite the papers he presented, most of which are published in Journals. Credible is he.

I was all ears as he discussed Artificial Intelligent Systems. They were used in Simulated Breeding, Artificial Neural Networks, Artificial grading of eggs, crops and animals. So much more that I even noted some interesting topics for my SP. Weee. It was time well spent.

For inquiries or questions that may require detailed answers, o kung nahihiya kang magtanong in person (like me), you may e-mail him at jppabico@uplb.edu.ph or visit www.ics.uplb.edu/jppabico.

Offline Blogging?

3:32pm

Random Thoughts

First of all, is Offline Blogging even possible? Originally, I equate blogs with online diaries. Online diaries. Online. But I also know that I cannot connect to the internet anytime I wish. Nanghihinayang pa nga ako kaya free wifi na 'lang sa library palagi kong ginagamit. I have thought of this for some time now. And finally, my first offline post.

January 21, 2011

2:26am

My first lugaw experience with Sir

Walang sawang bumubuhos ang biyaya mula sa itaas. Ngunit, sa pagkamit natin nang bukas palad sa Kaniyang biyaya, may mga tangan tayo na kailangang bitawan.

Sa bawat kinikita, may nawawalan.

Sa bawat nagmamahalan, may naiiwan.

Sa iyong paglisan, may darating.

Sa paglaho ng ating nakaraan, may bukas na matutunghayan.

Umaga na. Dinadapuan na ng antok ang aking pagod na diwa, higit lalo ang katawan kong yayat na sa araw na lumipas.

I was typing this on my phone, hoping to post it someday.

AND AGAIN, today is another hectic day! *sigh*

Life Clock

12:28am

Because Friday is Hectic Day

Kapapalabas lang sa "Tunay na Buhay" sa GMA ang isang 26 taong gulang na multi-millionaire. Napa-WOW na 'lang ako. Pero imbes na laki ng halaga ng kayamanan niya, iba ang sinipat ng aking isipan. May oras pa kaya siya para mabuhay?

Balik sa pagmumuni-muni na naman ako. Siguro dahil mahaba ang "spare" time ko, nagagawa kong humilata at mag-daydream ng kung anu-ano. Pero teka, "spare" time nga ba? Parang nakaw na saglit ang tawag dun. Buong linggo akong napagod, nagtrabaho, at nag-aral, na nagtataka pa din ako sa malaki kong bilbil. Kahit nga millisecond gagamitin ko para umidilip. Kidding.

SA work (Ang SA ay Student Assisstant), exam sa STAT 101, research paper sa MATH 175.. Hmm, may nakalimutan pa ba ako? Madami akong inaalala. Ay, PI100 workshop pa pala, na magsisimula nang 8am mamaya. Workshop sa SMM sa Lunes. Things to read: Noli at Fili, A Beatiful Mind, handouts sa NASC 9 para sa exam sa Feb 3. Mathenyo questionnaires. ORSP Student Conference. ORSP Student Conference. Hmm, makagawa nga ng separate post para dito. Hihi.

Kailangan ko pa bang ilista lahat? Parang approaching infinity naman ang listahan ko ng things-to-do. Hinga konti Yuichi. Hinga nang konti.

Kanina, nagawa ko pang mag-table tennis. That's a good sign. Nag-jog ng isang round sa fpark at field. Kumain ng lomi kasama si Sir sa isang kainang unang beses kong nakainan. Na-realize ko, I do think I am still living a life. May at least 5 hours akong tulog araw araw, on the average. O diba? Masaya din naman ako sa gitna ng ka-hectic-an ko.