Me-Time @ SM Southmall

8:42pm


8:00-ish. 
****, tuloy ba? Sent.

Waiting.

10:00-past-ish. 
<Insert_blogger's_name>, sensya. Pass muna...
...Bawi na lang ako sa susunod.
Gandang umaga. Sensya late rep. Kagigising lang.


What a bad start. My friend could've told me the night before. Para naman mas maaga ako nakapunta mag-isa. Makes me think that people who get into relationships change. A lot.
Looking back, I see myself acting the same. Pass sa gimik. Pass sa bonding. Nakakalimutan na yung mga kaibigan.

And now it's all happening to me.

Don't get me wrong, I'm not a wet blanket. I do want my friend to live the happy romantic life that my friend deserves. But, please don't waste the time of others. Kapag may schedule na nai-set, and something regarding the relationship comes up, I'd totally understand. But don't leave me hanging. I have feelings too, you know. Kahit single ako.

Anyway, pinangatawanan ko na ang pagiging single ko. I went out on my own. Muntik nang mapanis laway ko, kasi wala akong makausap sa mall. So ang ginawa ko, kumakanta ako paminsan-minsan. Nakikipag-biruan (feeling close) sa mga saleslady.

Actually, I enjoyed the time. More than four hours akong naglakad. Sayang, kung may pera ako, mas madami nabili ko. 3-day sale sa SM Southmall. Matagal akong pumili, pero mas matagal akong pumila sa fitting room. Nakailang balik. Kapagod. Pero masaya.

SP (Special Problem) mode na maya maya.