Quickie post

As I read my blog posts, I noticed that my mind was frequently changing.

I want to do work.
I want to rest.
And that switches every uhh, week?

Maybe I was just tired from the tasks. I had to code a four-screened function for almost two weeks. Ambagal ng progress ko nun. Kahit ako hindi na-satisfy.

Bring back the good times

I have been working for four months now.
I have also felt that for four months, I'm just drifting on an unknown land.
Aimless. Lacking a sense of greater purpose.

But now, I realized that I don't need to find a purpose.
I don't need one because I already have one. More than one.
My family.
My friends.
Learning.
My life.
My future.
My pension residence and funeral. Kidding.
And a love life that is soon to follow.

Cheers for a better me.

A longer Wednesday night

Eyes On Me
It was just a dream

It would be better to play Eyes on Me on the background while reading.

Last Wednesday was another night of firsts.

...my words, wishing they would be heard

I was one of the last two employees to leave the office, hence was partly responsible for shutting down all airconditioning units, lights, and eventually my silence.

I was with Sir Ed. After finishing the last four slices of the pizza left from Igi, Faye and Jay, we left Tektite.

You'd always be there in the corner, of this tiny little bar.

I took this opportunity to chat with one of the people that I highly respect in Azeus. Ed was with the company for almost three years. I recall the first time I saw him, it was only through Facebook. He was the meek-looking guy. Up to now, I prefer to see him that way. My prejudice spared me the agony of having to change perceptions.

Argh, I am so sleepy.

To cut the story short, I saw him in a new light. A new light I can't say better or worse than the previous one, just different. I was eager to befriend people of his kind. But the way I see things, the more I get to know him more, the farther I'll get, the greater the distance will be. By the time I get know him in full, I might never see the prejudged Ed anymore, the Ed my mind had plotted for all these times. What is wrong with me.