I Had The Best Title A While Ago

11:53 pm
While in the mood
Home - Michael Bublé


This has been, continues to be, and probably will still be, one of the greatest failures of my life timeline -- I forget. Ironically, will the advent of text messaging, numerous apps that offer free online video conferences (hello Viber, I will try you when the next good lovelife comes along), I still forget people. I forget the details good (and equally-heavy-bad) memories. I cannot remember the feeling of my first failure, my first success, my first (and last) circumcision, and all other stuff. It gets frustrating at times, and I am at least thankful that I also forget how I felt during those frustrating times.

On top of this, I cannot miss people. People will become a good part of my life, but will also leave me. I am still holding on to my selfish maxim for the longest time. I wrote a separate post about that, but I can't remember (good excuse).

I am having a hard time connecting to every group that I had made in the past. Family, High School, College, SMM, PEx, Elite, Work. Major groups lang iyan. I'm juggling at least six balls, and I don't even know how to juggle.

Maybe this is the reality of life. I'm just at the point between frustration and acceptance. Give me a few more years, and a few more maturity, maybe, just maybe I will finally accept that this failure of mine is but a defining characteristic of being human.