EnRoute

At kahit na malakas ang ulan kagabi na may kalat-kalat na pagkulog, pagkidlat at pagnanakaw sa QC, pinilit ko pa ding makapunta sa pagtitipon ng mga kakilala ko sa isang online community. Hindi ko naman siya pinagsisihan.

Matagal din akong nawala sa sirkulasyon ng komunidad na yun. Sana'y ito na ang magandang simula.

May mga gusot na nabigyang linaw. May mga natutunan ako kay Russ, pataasin ang EQ at huwag hayaang makaramdam ng guilt feeling kung may napupusuan ka, kasi hindi naman siya mali. Ang dapat pagtuunan ng pansin ay ang pakikitungo sa tao. Expect nothing more than a normal friend, Russ said. Salamat kaibigan.

One of these days makakabili din ako ng camera at mabibigyang buhay na din ang blog ko with matching pictures. :)

Weird

I dreamed last night (or last last night) that I was dancing with a batchmate of mine in the office, and then suddenly, embracing me from behind. The name's Pem, and though it doesn't seem right, I kinda liked the warm fuzzy feeling especially in my behind.

Good night bloggy. Here's to another episode. Haha

Immaturity

Please be mine.

Random Bloody Things

Mama and I went to the hospital to undergo blood chemistry tests. Lately she's feeling nauseous (but I always tell her it's because she knows we're going to have our blood tested hmp). In my case, however, it's different. I remember back in college, I used to eat two meals every morning. I call it second breakfast, for obvious reasons. Off-topic: With this, I suddenly missed my standard breakfast back in college -- hotdog with a lot of ketchup, malasadong itlog, rice, and kopiko black or brown coffee depending of the number of hours I slept the other day. I'll have my second breakfast right after my first class. And my tummy will only feel the satisfaction after the second meal.

About two weeks ago, I felt that urge again, coupled by disturbing nights where I can't sleep because I'm hungry, although I never skipped dinner. I also gained more than 10kg within less than 1 year in my work. Nahiyang ako haha.

Moving on, mama had her CBC, but I didn't had mine. Mine was different, and I had to undergo 8 hours of fasting for this. So, I'll be having my Fasting Blood Sugar (FBS) test by Saturday. It's a test to detect development or progress of diabetes. I'm praying to have good results. I'm not ready to leave drinking yet. *laughs* Seriously, I don't want to have the same disorder that my father has. He's way more disciplined than I am.

Afterwards, we had a fruit shake earlier, and it had kiwi, which I haven't eaten for about a year, so my kiddie taste buds were happy after that treat.

With all the crappy medical fees, I still hope that I can open my most coveted bank account soon.

Clean Slate

Lately, I often feel the urge to fall in love again. 

You can mark that statement as wrong.Thinking about it, can we really feel the urge to fall in love, or do we just notice it when we're already in the moment? Parang may halong pagpipilit kasi kung nararamdaman mo muna bago ka mahulog. But I guess that's the second best way to call it. Better than calling it desperation I guess.

Enough of the drama. I can't wait to watch either Schindler's List this midweek, or Shawnshank Redemption. It's a way of proving myself that I can still live a life outside work. Hehe